That letter really hit home and made me cry, my fiance just got back from boot camp and I know what you mean about being selfish. There was times I was mad at him for leaving me and I thought he was never coming home. He hasn't even been home a week and I feel such a connection with him everytime we're together. We have a little less than a yr together before he heads off to AIT and I plan to spend ever second possible with him!